hmm...
i think i noe the reason why i keep dreaming abt my ex...
its to tell me to forget him...
coz...
he has a stead already
which really love him like hell...

i think she loves him more than i do...
im happy for him...
i think...
ok...
i cant lie to myself


im so damn sad to noe he is hers...
hmm
but wat can i do...
its fate...

well
she is prettier than me...
hmm... :(
they look so happy n loving

im sad im not tat close wif him...
ok...
im jealous
but...
its natural feeling rite
hmm...

went out wif mum,sis n haikal juz now...
haikal is so damn cute lor...
pity him...
i cant give him wat he wan...
im missing him already...

then...
we went to grandma house...
for a while only...

then went home...
went to chong pang...
accompany my sis buy the things for my cuz engagement...

then...
my mum meet the person i hate the most...
i had to accompany her...
pity her...
i hate him so much...

i don noe why when he talks to me...
he like to touch2 wan...
i mean touch my back...
hate it...

arrrrggghhhh!!!!
why is my mum still wif him...
when he was talking to me....
i didnt look at him at all
irritated seh...

MY MUM DESERVE BETTER!!!