AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!!!

so stress seh...
ok...
the truth is tat the MRT GUY has change shift...
his work is rotating shift...
so all this while he is in the morning shift...
rite now...
changed...
to aft shift...

im so sad lah....
coz if he is morning shift...
i get to meet him for at least 15 mins...
but now...
urrgghh!!!
less than 1 min seh...
arrgghh!!!

somemore only for 3 days instead of the 5 days...
n somemore...
im having holiday soon!!!

SHIT!!!
i'll be meeting him lesser...
i'll miss him so much seh...
wat am i gonna do???

i cant possibly go there for fun...
wat shld i do...

anyway juz now i saw him...
but only his back view...

omg...
i miss him so much...
when i went home...
i cried...
luckily my mum is not home yet...

rite now...
im controlling myself from crying
coz my mum is infront of me...

o god...
pls make me strong...
pls i beg u let me forget him...
coz i noe the probability that he will be mine is really small...
so...
pls let me forget him...
even though if it means liking somebody else...

i noe myself too well...
i cant forget somebody i like tat easily
unless he is gone from my view...
but tat will take such a long time...
n they will still be in my heart...

frens...
help me...
help me forget him...
dont talk abt him anymore...
i'll try my very best not to...

please...