fuh...
he is not transferred...
im so relieved...

i felt a difference in myself...
i feel more quiet...
n im thinking more

juz now aft sch me,chihoon n my other frens
went to MINDS Clementi Training & Development Centre

when i went there....
i felt a bit uneasy...
coz im not use to them...
u noe they r the intellectually disabled
for example the down syndrome...

i don noe how im suppose to react to them...
i admit i was also afraid that i'll be hurt by them...
but after the briefing by Mr Arrifin...
i feel that i have to try...
i mean...
i'll never noe what happen...
i'll juz have to try...

then we went home at ard 4...
took the bus to Clementi Mrt station...

chihoon n i went home while the rest go eat...
so we went home...

my mum actually ask me to go to my grandma hse...
which is at Admiralty...
i was so sad lah...
that means i cant see whether he was at Yishun Mrt...

when my train juz left Jurong East...
my mum called...
she said straight go home...

i was like
OMG!!!!

the whole time rite i was actually thinking...
how ah im gonna see him...
i actually planned to alight at Khatib...
so that i can see whether he was at Yishun...
then took the opp train to Admiralty...

but when my mum called...
i was like...
FUH!!!
i cant describe my feelings seh...
i don noe whether chihoon notice my change of expression....
haha

then...
i think again...
wat if he is not at Yishun???
worse...
it was not 5 yet...
i scared he havent start work...
shit...

the whole journey home...
i prayed...
hopefully he is there...

when i reach Yishun....
i hold on to the railing damn tight lah....
at the same time hoping he is there...

when the door open...
i look up...
search a bit...

n...

there he was...
facing me....
omg...
he saw me....
im sure of that...
coz i was looking at him n i saw him looking at me...

OMG!!!!

he was facing directly at me u noe...
then i quickly turn ah....
n automatically...
i smiled... :))

i was so damn happy lah...
words juz cant describe my feelings that time...

then i went down the escalator...
i saw a female staff looking at me from the platform...
twice...
then she turn behind n said something to someone...
hmm....

im so damn happy!!!!
but it wont last...
coz i tink tats the last time im gonna see him...
for this year...

next year...
we'll see...