hmm...
been alone since 10 am juz now...
n will be till 10 pm...
n will be alone from 10am to 10pm for the rest of my holiday...

AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

I MISS HIM SO SO MUCH!!!

FUH!!!
mum told me ytd tat she saw him when she going home...
i was like
...WOW!!!...
no wonder he have black circles...

pity him...
im wondering rite now whether i shld follow my mum to work tmr...
for wat?
obviously to see him...
haha....

i tink i shld...
shld i?
hmm...

i miss him so damn much lah...
i don noe how im gonna feel during tis 3 wks of holiday...
tis is only 3 wks seh...
later the year end holiday...
so long!!!

SHIT!!!

will he still be there aft my holiday...
i hope he will...

do you noe how i feel rite now???
im super sad ok...
im alone + the fact tat i miss him so stupid damn bloody much!!!

wat am i gonna do!!!
SOMEBODY HELP!!!

GOD...make a miracle happen...
pls...
either that miracle is making him mine...
or...
that miracle is...

i wanted to say 'that miracle is i found somebody to help me forget him...'
but i juz cant bring myself to forget him...
i don wan to forget him...
i wan him to be always in my mind...
in my heart...
forever...

but i don noe whether tat is even possible...
wat if he really is somebody's...
then...
wat am i gonna do?
i cant possibly...
nvm...

i do noe that true love waits...
so...
i guess he is not my true love...
he cant be...