hmm...
i dont tink i wanna talk to my mum abt him anymore...
everytime we talk abt him...
we will quarrel...
n i will always defend him...

sometimes i wonder...
is he worth defending for...
i don even noe him tat well...
n here i am crying my lungs out to defend him...

i am really really wondering...
does he noe i exist?
if he does...
tat alrd means a lot to me...

i am really really wondering...
wat i am feeling for him now...
wat is it called?
is it really love???

i am really really wondering...
is he still single?
or not...
is he attached???

i am really really wondering...
will i be disappointed...
if i knew he is attached???
will i?

i am really really wondering...
if suppose i were to be wif him...
can my mum accept him???
or will she treat him like my brother-in-law???

i am really really wondering...
if suppose i am to be wif him...
will he love me like i will love him?
or will i be disappointed???

i am really really wondering...
can i forget him?
if suppose we r not meant for each other...
can i???