hmm.i don noe wats wrong wif me today.it seems like i was quiet?i don noe.i saw him in the morning.he was walking the opp direction towards the lift.while i was walking towards my usual place.when he reached the lift,i saw him looking at my direction.not sure if he was looking at me.today got a lot of female staff.leceh seh.then suddenly i didnt saw him anymore.i was like searching for him seh.then suddenly saw him talking wif a couple of female staff.one of which im not familiar wif.she seems like an Indian.coz she is dark.but not sure.she is young.maybe ard 20+.he went off wif her.i mean they were both gone a few mins later.i tink she is a new staff ah.OMG!no no.pls dont let it be wat im thinking.shit!omg.pls dont let it happen.GOD!!!im thinking too much...

in sch,i feel like i was not in the mood to talk.bcoz of wat i saw at Yishun mrt stn juz now.when i was in the train,i was alrd so quiet.not like my usual self.my mind is thinking,thinking n thinking.the same questions keep bugging me.i need to throw this question from my mind.how?of course by getting the answers.what then?hmm.thats juz it.i cant get the answers to this questions.unless of course i make the first move.but then.im so afraid.im afraid to know the answers.wat if the answers are not wat i want to hear?i will be disappointed then.should i juz forget abt him?should i?the right question is actually can i?can i forget him?

i think i should move on wif my life.i think i should forget abt him.i think i am juz wasting my time loving him.i think it is juz not possible for him to love me.i think it is too good to be true.i think he is not meant for me.i think he is not the one.

what am i thinking actually?