went to school.he wasn't there.duh???*sigh*.reach Dover and both Chihoon and Celeste sae they are going to be late.so waited for Dian which took me less than 5 minutes.bought Mr Bean and head off to school together.arrive at the class.guess what?we were the first to come!!!LOL.a few mins later Mr Hans came.in class,he asked us how long we took to make the video that we played last week.he said he was entertained.he keep saying that our topic was good.actually he said very good.*sniggers*.i felt like i was always being pushed today.*wondering why*.
well mum asked me to go to Causeway point today.have women gathering.HAHA.no lah.you know just my aunties meeting.ya so i said ok.then Econs lecture ended 1/2 hour early.we were supposed to meet at 1pm at Banquet.then i estimate,if i go straight to Woodlands at 11.30 am,i will be damn early.so what i did was,i alight at Yishun.then from there took the opposite train back to Woodlands.HAHA!lol right i know.then what was i suppose to do?so damn early lor.i did what i did also i was early.i waited for them for almost 1 hour.*sigh*.lucky i bring storybook.if not,i will die of boredom.then a while later,mum called.she say she can't come over.she had to work.i was like ?????????uuurrrggghhh!!!stress lor.then i got idea.i called her back and said i will just follow my aunties.so i did.they ended the 'meeting' at 5.30pm.SO...i took the train home.:)))
arrived at Yishun.only saw 2 female staff.then i walk towards the escalator.suddenly saw him at the opposite side.then i look straight.then at the corner of my eyes i saw him talking to a girl.so i turn to him again.*sigh with relief*.it was just another female staff.the second time i look at him,he was smiling and kind of laughing.my heart just sank.
but something happen that makes me think.was it really my imagination???was that meant for me?what about yesterday?something happen yesterday too.was that him trying to get my attention?or am i just over reacting?*sigh*.
why is it that a part of my heart is asking me to forget about him?should he really be forgotten?why?ok this is a rhetorical question ok.i know the answer yet i keep on denying and denying it.what the hell is wrong with me???
read someone's note which talks about herself.one of which is she say she does not fall in love easily.i envy her can?i mean why can't i be like her?why am i so easily falling in love.is it because i have never been hurt before?ok i am really nuts.*heave*.