*sigh*.had CD presentation today.i think as i have more presentations,my skill have improve.i feel that i wasn't really nervous just now.although my heart still beat at a maximum speed,my hand doesn't shake that much.i was impressed.*sniggers*.

i went home with Celeste today.Dian and CH went home earlier.then we both talk2 about guys and love i think.o we talked about my MRT guy.we gave our views and opinions and suddenly for the 2nd time this week,i came out with a philosophy.ok i don noe if its rite lah.but in malay,i berfalsafah.hehe.ok so my philosophy for today is 'knowing the unknown is more hurting than knowing what we don't want to know'.cool rite.it was like on the spot leh i came out with these words.as for yesterday,my philosophy to CH was 'everything happens for a reason and there is a reason behind everything'.ok this one is heard quite often.no originality ah.haha.

ok so i took the mrt alone.and i slept.haha.actually we went home early at around 4pm.coz we never go for stats lecture.before i sleep,i prayed that he will be there.then when reaching Yishun,i woke up.then suddenly there is this electric shock feeling in my stomach which eventually make my heart race really fast.i was like 'whats wrong with me?'then reached Yishun.i only saw 2 female staff at the lift there.i was so disappointed lah.then i went down the escalator.when reaching down,i saw a guy at the passenger service counter.my mind goes,'is that him???'OMG!!!it was him!!!he cut his hair!!!serious.he listened to me seh.if u look back on one of my post,i did say that his hair is getting longer and he have to cut it soon.and he did.i was like WOW!!!haha.at first i was not sure if that was him leh.coz he looks so different.then he turned and confirm its him.i was like all smile lah.haha.

then i suddenly realise something.the feelings that i felt when i was in the train was actually to tell me that i will be seeing him!!!i was like 'ooohhh'.haha.when i told my mum abt the feelings,she say that is the feelings that we will feel towards our 1st love.i was O.O.so im actually loving him???at last i got my answers.she say we can feel the vibration even before we saw them.i was like wow.nice ah.that feeling i wont forget for the rest of my life.serious.*sigh*