*sigh*.went to school at 8 am.had GEMS skit.but in the end,we waited till 9.20 am then the teacher say we can present.so irritating lor.i tink our skit was ok.i forgot one part of my dialog.then Hanisah was like waiting for me to say this one sentence.haha.funny seh.she was like looking at me and i was like 'WHAT!!!'.i was the one in the wrong and i feel like scolding her.i mean i act as if i was angry wif her.haha.

after that i waited for Celeste and we went to school together.Dian and CH was late.i don't even bother to wait,lazy.after stats,we went for lunch.as usual,the foodcourt was full.then Dian saw a seat.so she walk as fast as she can and walked past a group of chinese guys.i was behind her.then i heard a guy say,"what the..."before he can finish the sentence,i turned to him.then i told Dian and she say the guy actually was asking his fren whether want to sit at the table where we were already sitting.haha.no wonder he was angry.well too bad.

*sigh*.he wasn't at the station just now.i was so sad.i nearly cried.i don't know whether it's his off day or wat.ARGH!i really really really miss him leh.GOD!!!i know i said that everything happens for a reason and that there is a reason behind everything,but still???i am so a pessimist.so what do you think i will think rite now???the negative side of everything happens for a reason and there is a reason behind everything obviously.*heave a sigh*.

as i write this so called poem,my tears welled up in my eyes.it hurts me.it hurts me so much to not see him for just one day.and guess what?my holidays are drawing near...

Please,
Do not leave me alone thinking about you
Do not disappear from my sight
Do not do something that makes me cry

Please,
I hope you know my feelings for you
I hope my feelings won’t go to waste
I hope you will have the same feelings

Please,
Just show me a sign that the feelings are mutual
Just do something to prove to me that you noticed me
Just don’t vanish suddenly

Please,
Help me get the answers to my questions
Help me change to my old self
Help me to believe in fate