i hope,really really hope that what i am thinking is not the actual situation.please god don't make it happen.in the morning,i saw a new Mrt guy.then in the afternoon he wasn't there.that just gives me ideas that i hope isn't true.maybe i should just leave it as it is.i think i shouldn't be bothered by anything except my studies.i really feel i should just forget about him.i know i have said that i want to forget him many times but didn't.well i just can't.it is so difficult.ok maybe i wasn't trying that hard.so right now,i guess i will.gosh!!!my heart feels heavy again.people please tell me how to forget someone...

ps. help me