i just don't understand why is it that my emotions when i'm in school and when i'm at home is the opposite.i think my instinct is correct.but i'm not 100% sure.there is a saying that goes,"if you love someone,you have to let go."right now i am doing exactly that.if he is happy,then i will feel the same too.i definitely have to forget about him.i will try my very best.i promise...

ps. please be happy