so far so good.i managed to forget what had happen.i tried to act normal.and it works.hmm.at last our UCCD is done.fuh!!!now left with MR report which is due on 5th June.ouh our GEMs presentation just now was ok i guess.the weird thing is i don't feel nervous seh.well Celeste and me have changed our attention to another guy from our lecture group since the guy we used to look at is already in front of us.the new guy is super cute can?i know he is Chinese but still???just now i saw him smile.cute seh.hmm.

and once again i talk more than i do.what i told Chi Hoon during QA lecture actually indirectly meant for me too.i know it's hard lah but we need to try.seriously it's hard.i know i have to forget him but the thing is that i don't want to forget him.that's the problem.and i realise i tend to compare other guys with him.hmm.i guess time heals.

and GOSH!!!i'm just so irritated by this one human being.argh!!!seriously ok enough is enough.don't show people if you don't want to tell the truth.people will just make more assumptions and then you will just keep denying it.like wth???i just can't figure out what your intention really is.

i truly believe that history is gonna repeat itself.i don't know why she is like this.she could have avoid it if she want to.but i guess she likes the attention.and i just don't understand why that group of people just keep bothering her kind of people.like back off lah!!!you have your own life,why must you bother others???don't give people problems can?*sigh* here i am worried sick and she can even Laugh Out Loud!hmm.i must be patient.i must...

ps. this feeling is at its maximum