i feel like giving up.i seriously do.but i won't.you know why?coz just thinking of that one person wake me up and make me push myself to just try.hmm.i hope i can endure all this.

thanx to Celeste i was shocked by my mum.Celeste sms me telling me about her experience at the Mrt station.and suddenly i thought of him.i didn't realise how much i misses him.i want him to be where he used to be.i want him to be there when i am there.i just want to see him again.and again.and again.by meeting him last Saturday,was it fated?are we fated to be together?how i wish we are.i think i will be the happiest person in this world if that happens.but it will be too much of a coincidence right.i mean life isn't as beautiful and nice as that.but it's not wrong for me to just dream right.ya,right.*sigh*

being single is depressing,being in a relationship is even more depressing huh.we need to think about the other person and all that.can i just say that i would really love to see my own future?*sigh*

i suddenly keep defending my father.maybe becoz of Fathers' Day coming.hope my mum won't feel offended.i wonder how it feels to have a father with you.

seriously.when i say i hate you,means i hate you.you make me hate you lah ok.i mean i am super fed up with you already.i'm sorry if i am being unreasonable.

ok i hate the way i write in my blog.gonna change the style soon.ciao!

ps. hope to see you soon