why can't i be like her?she find love so effortlessly.me?i have been liking so many guys and get none in return.ok i sound so desperate!!!haha.no lah its just that i wish i could find my love one day.i really lack the love from a guy.love from a father,brother,lover?none!hmm.i mean love is not my priority in life right now.but i don't wish to be single all my life either.everyone that i'm close to have their own partner.i admit i do feel left out when my friends talk about their boyfriends.i feel like i have nothing to talk to them about when they are on that topic.*sigh*

i should be grateful i am healthy.people are suffering everywhere.some even close to me.i wasn't aware at first.or maybe i was aware but didn't put my full attention to it.i'm sorry.i'm sorry for being selfish and inconsiderate.i just realise that life is something fragile.if we don't treasure it or care for it,it will just break into pieces.but sometimes even when we care for it,it still breaks.why?well simple,it is destined to be broken.but if that happens,and if we had live our life to the fullest,we won't regret it.in that case,i hope my life is not destined to be broken.because i have not been living my life to the fullest yet.and i definitely don't want to die in regrets.hmm.*sigh*

i didn't realise i have been blabbering.haha.holiday is here.but i don't think it will be a relaxing one.but might be an interestng one since i will be attending events relating to school.however i need to remind myself that this holiday is also known as revising-and-doing-projects day.i totally prefer to have my exams before my holiday seh.but wth.i believe i will endure it.

enough of preposterous stuff.k then.ciao!

ps. may you live happily