been busy with projects,tests and exams coming soon.i really feel stress right now.and on top of all that,there seems to be many events associated with Didi.hmm.sad-ed.today had SSM presentation.i think we did ok lah.i talk too fast apparently.sian.and i did realise that i rely too much on my notes.hmm.

anyway just now when going home in the train,at woodlands,i saw a MRT guy just board.my heart skipped a beat.i really thought it was him.i think i'm missing him again.when i saw the mrt guy,i remembered him and almost cried.at 1 point of time when i was at home,mum was talking to me but my mind was thinking about him.i'm starting to feel the same way i felt last time.hope this feeling will go away.

it's been long since we talk to each other.i don't know what's the reason though.maybe because of the age gap that is too near.or maybe it's because of what happen that only you and me know.i'm not being rude but i just can't face you.looking at you just makes me feel like screaming.nobody will understand.i wonder if you understand.whatever it is,i'm sorry,i can't bring myself to talk to you.

i'm sorry i didn't cared about you.at least thats what i showed;unconcerned.but i am concern about you.it's just that i don't know how to begin asking.i'm afraid you might not want to talk about it and so i did not brought it up.i'm sorry again.it's not like i am not aware of the situation.but if you do need me,i will always be there for you.but maybe you don't need me after all.