can i just say that i hate myself?i hate myself for everything that i can't do,i didn't do and i did.i feel so useless today and everyday.i wonder if someone can tolerate it if they are in my shoes.try not talking and meeting anyone for almost 11 hours.i can assure you that after going through that,when you finally meet and talk to someone,you will feel like you just reborn.that's how i felt every single day.and i realise i started to talk to myself lately.grr!!!

please just disappear...