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finally i am able to blog again.i miss my blog so much!!!anyway so much had happen during the 4 days or so.on fri went to mum's workplace with sis without mum knowing.she was surprised.then bought irfan two books and a toy.so cute.

then on sat went to McDonald's with sis,Irfan and mum.we gave sis her birthday present in advance.we gave her handphone Nokia E63,white colour.unusual eh.i personally like that phone.

hmm.there is no one to admit that i am his daughter.why did she get it when i didn't?aren't i your daughter too?am i not?am i not important to you?i guess i'm not.

do you know how it feels to be deceived by your own flesh and blood?the truth really is ugly.i preferred the lie that you gave me.why did you hide the truth in the first place?is it because you don't trust me?this 'detective' side of me is killing me.so it's fair right if i hide the truth about myself from you too?i mean that's what you did to me.i just feel betrayed.