i just don't know how to explain my feelings when i read what i read.the feelings of disappointment i guess.do you know how it feels when you think you are very close to someone and thought you know everything about him/her when actually you didn't know ANYTHING at all.my heart just break into pieces.i know everyone has a secret and all but if you want to keep it a secret,then at least make sure other people doesn't know that you are keeping a secret.so what should i do now?should i ask you about it which i don't think you will tell me at all?or should i just act as if i don't know anything?

this is why i think people shouldn't be too close to anybody...anybody at all...

i'm sorry,i'm just expressing my feelings...