it's been decided.it's confirmed.i will not be where i used to be for 2 years.thus this emotional girl is feeling damn emotional right now.wonder if she noticed.i can't control this feeling but i have no where to hide to let it out.i will just keep pretending i'm all right when i am not at all.tears keep flowing.gosh!i hope there is happiness after all this sadness and pain.i have to believe what i have always believed;everything happens for a reason and that there is a reason behind everything.

somebody please pull me out of this misery...even for a while...