sian-ness!!!i don't know why i'm having bad mood very often nowadays.i need to find the reason why.hmm.

the secret is no longer a secret.i knew it won't last long.but i didn't break my promise ok.hmm.i guess it was really better that the secret was kept a secret.now that it's out,it makes something that was already difficult even more difficult.gosh!

anyway i see so little of CS seh.i'm super irritated!!!i want to see more of him!!!whenever i want to see him,he isn't looking at my direction.how am i suppose to see his face?so after losing hope,i turn to look at NK.haha.he is super cute lah.Celeste ah,stop looking at NK ah i tell you.pay attention to your JS!lol.