Like seriously,am i to be blame that my parents divorced when i was 2 years old?!Then is it my fault that i don't know much about my paternal family? "Evil seh",is this statement fair?Am i evil when i don't feel anything about the death of someone i barely know about?What do you want me to do?Fake tears?I may be a cold-hearted person but i am not a hypocrite ok.You don't know how i felt.I really do feel sad for the lost but not to the extend of tears flowing down my cheek.Sadness need not be shown through tears ok.Haiz.

How do you feel when you go to a place where you know you belong there but the people there just doesn't think so.They don't even know your name.They only know the person you are with when in actual fact you stand on the same level as that person.How do you feel when people treat you like you're not there.They keep talking to the person next to you and not even glance at you.How do you feel when the host introduce the person you are with to everybody but did not introduce you.Haiz.

How would you feel if you know for a fact that somebody is trying to avoid you?He don't even want to sit on the same table as you.So,he run away from you,literally.And how would you feel when you know you might be the cause of your own family's problem?Haiz.

I guess these situations above is enough excuse for me to be in my own world.It's much better that way.No one to disturb me and i won't disturb anybody.Full stop.