I know it‘s a bad idea to write my feelings here coz i know i might end up crying again.But i just need to let it out.Haiz.

I opened my letter box today to see if the graduation thing have been sent.Instead what i received was a letter from NTU.I smiled widely when i saw the letter.Little did i know that it was a rejection letter.Yeah i wasn‘t accepted to NTU.I won‘t be going to NIE like i have always wanted.The disappointment when i saw the words ‘we regret to inform you...‘ was like a shot to my heart.I stared at the piece of paper for i don‘t know how long.Reading it over and over again.

Now the question i‘m asking myself is ‘what am i gonna do now?‘.