so sad...
juz now morning
when going to sch...
as usual...
i saw him...
but only once...
aft tat i didnt look at him anymore...
and now im regretting it....
I MISS HIM!!!
hmm...
i tink i have to stop looking at Dian's 'scandal'...
i have been looking at him since Dian sae she like him...
but when i tink abt it...
i tink im looking at him too much
as if im the 1 liking him...
well he is kind of cute...
but i guess he is younger than me...
so...
nah...
haha
he is a bit like the MRT GUY...
fair skin...
slim...
i don noe whether he is a chinese or malay...
hmm...
i have a problem identifying guys who r fair...
like chinese like tat...
hais...
i really miss the MRT GUY...
aft sch went to grandma hse...
mum havent reach yet...
then she suddenly call me...
she was at Admiralty mrt stn...
she sae...
THE MRT GUY WAS THERE!!!
is tat a coincidence or wat???
i was like super happy lah...
then...
went my mum reach grandma hse...
she sae...
'got a girl wif him'
my heart break into pieces seh...
i tried to deny it...
maybe the girl is the staff or a passenger asking for help...
i juz...
i cant...
nvm...
let me juz keep tat feeling to myself...
im really sad now...
feel like crying...
but i have to be strong...
at least infront of my mum...my frens...
o god,if he is my soulmate,then juz let me be this way...
however...
if he is not meant for me...
please...
help me throw away his image from my mind...from my heart...
forever...