hmm...

since ytd i have been so disturbed...
i kept feeling like crying...

i don noe y i feel tis way...
tis is the 1st time i feel tis way towards a guy i don noe...
i really cant forget him...

im so sad lah...
my mum really don like me liking him seh...
its not just bcoz she wan me to study 1st...
its also bcoz she sae the MRT GUY is not suitable wif me...

on fri...
she sae tat the MRT GUY is not handsome...
but...
wat i saw...
his looks is ok wat...

i really feel sad...
i have tis feeling in my heart...
feelings of losing something...
losing him...

im afraid he will be gone from my view...
wat if he is transfered to another stn...
wat if...
hmm...
im thinking too much...
n my head hurts...
my eyes hurt...
not sure y...

my heart is not calm...
its beating faster than usual...
n my eyes is not dry as usual...

tears r always in my eyes tis few days...
u noe wat it means....
i don wanna sae it...

arrgghh!!!

i have to study...
i must...

forget abt him for a while

my FOM grp never sae anything seh...
how ah...
nxt wk is our presentation liao...
aiyo...
so STRESS!!!