had a great time today.my family had picnic at Sembawang Park.it was super fun as usual.with all the laughter all that.but i didn't notice one of us was hurting.i am sorry for not being observant enough.i really am.i guess i am selfish after all.i was too focus on myself that i didn't realise you were hurt at that very moment.i am really sorry.i really am not a good sister.i wonder how you go through all that.you were so normal just now.even more normal than normal.you laughed,you smiled,you make jokes and you still disturb me.maybe that was your way of hiding your true feelings.i hate myself for not seeing your inner self.i only saw the outer you which is fake.

how can i repay you?i am so sorry sis.if you have anything to talk about,you know i will be there.main hoon na.don't keep it to yourself ok.because it will only hurt you more.maybe i can't give you any advice because i have never gone through what you are going through.but i can give you my listening ears.i can give you my shoulders for you to cry on.i will give you everything just to make you at ease again.but if you don't want to tell me anything,it's ok.i understand.just do the thing that makes you comfortable ok.

love can really change us
to better or to worse
love is definitely blind
that is why we hurt ourself just because of love
we were blinded that we never hear our inner self
the inner self that is always with us
the inner self that is more loyal than anybody else

my advice is,just listen to your heart.

this song in my blog is for you.i on it during the picnic just now.and now i just realise it meant something.i didn't realise just now.i think this song suit you right now.listen to it and read the lyrics.it is really for you.what a coincidence...

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