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Monday, January 19, 2009

he is now in afternoon shift.i so sad lah then.can only see him for a while.so juz now morning he wasnt there.i was sad but i somehow can feel that i will meet him in the afternoon.so i wasnt sad till i cry ah.haha.so when i went home,the train stopped.and he was rite infront of me.so cute seh he.wif his panda eye which i feel is turning darker.haha.but still he cute ok.looking at his face so clearly juz now,makes my heart so hurt?sad?i juz don noe how to explain.i somehow want to attract his attention.and i guess i did juz now.or maybe everytime we meet,he notice me alrd?hmm.juz now i walk behind him after making sure that he saw me.HAHA.when im at the escalator,i saw him looking at my direction once.then tats all.i never see him anymore coz i went down alrd.
im telling u guys ah.i MIGHT probably take back my words.u noe i keep on saying i wont make the first move rite.but looking at our situation rite now,or specifically,looking at HIS situation rite now,im doubting he will make the first move lor.OMG!!!i don noe if i can do it.im seriously serious lor.he is making me nuts to the max lah.waiting for him to make the first move is like waiting for the moon to drop to my lap lah.he seriously makes me crazy!!!ok.wat im intending to do is to smile at him one day.ONE DAY ah.don noe when also.hmm.seriously,i will do it.wish me luck!!!wait for the day to come ok.haha.
hmm.tmr is my FOM presentation.stress lah then.typical me is so nervous.aaarrrggghhh!!!!
ok.the song in my blog rite now,Sederhana by Didicazli is super nice lah!!!the lyrics is so touching can?i cried when i listen to it and at the same time sing.so sad.ok not sad.but,argh i translate for u guys....

Sederhana/Simple

when i see them happy
i want it too
but i never felt it before
because maybe i have been hurt
until i lost the ability

although in sadness i hope i can meet

meet my true love
the one that loves me
the one that appreciate me
the one that will be with me even when i fall
let it simple
as long as my happiness is not temporary

when i ponder deep in my heart
silence conquer
hoping love will come
however when i start to love
always in vain