ok,had FOM presentation juz now.guess wat?we were the first group to present leh.we were like 'SHIT!'wat a bad luck we have.when it was my turn to present,my hand suddenly became so cold.weird u noe.i was like rubbing my hands together lah.i don noe how my presentation was.didnt ask my frens.
my classmates are having a reunion dinner this Friday.i told them im not going.then they keep persuading me to go.i dont wanna go coz they will be eating chinese food,although vegetarian food.im juz not comfortable eating those stuff.so if im not gonna eat,might as well i dont go rite?but i don wanna disapppoint my frens.i asked my mum n she sae dont go.i have always hold on to my mum's principle,'if in doubt,then dont eat.'and so i wont eat anything that has no halal certificate from MUIS.i really hope my frens can understand.my heart really hurts when one of my frens accuse me saying i purposely don want to join them.i told her i have no reason not to go.coz i don wanna burden them wif my problem of not eating there later.coz they will surely wan me to eat something rite.when she sae that,my heart suddenly felt so heavy.my eyes was filled wif tears.i was in the lecture theatre leh.so i quickly act as if im scolding Celeste to make my eyes back to normal.hmm.pls understand ppl.
went home.he was leaning on a pillar near the lift.i was actually near the escalator.but i purposely walk infront of him to go to the other escalator.haha.i don noe whether he saw me.tats y im so gloomy now.hmm.i had a chance to see his name juz now.n i seriously tried to see.i even walk diagonally to go nearer to him.then ah suddenly he turn leh.i quickly walk straight.haha.but i don noe if i see correctly.i tink i saw his name has 3 names.as in u noe 3 words or something lah.then the stupid question came to my mind again:'is he a malay or chinese?'.i tell u ah,if he is a chinese,im gonna die soon.seriously.die of heart attack.but to think again,maybe his name is Muhd something something.3 words also rite?i don noe lah.hopefully he is a malay.god!!!i am so in a dilemma seh.
a poem for him...
Him who make all the difference
my heart is wailing
my heart is shouting...
my heart is screaming...
my heart is yelling...
my heart is weeping...
my heart is sobbing...
my heart is sorrowing
my heart is crying...
all this because of one guy...
who makes me shy...
who makes me fly...
who makes me cry...
a guy whom i cannot forgo...
a guy who i cannot let go...
a guy who i don't know...
a guy who i love though...