ok.i tink i have some idea of how his working time is now.i tink its like in the week that he is in the afternoon shift,one of the days he will be working in the morning shift.and vice versa.i tink its like that ah.i have been observing u see.haha.
so i went to sch as usual.i knew he wont be there.i only saw 3 female staff and a male staff.but only 2 female staff was at the lift there.so i stand at my usual place.i was bored to death lah.i was leaning on the railing.then i look down and then i look on my right at the lift there.i saw one of the female staff was talking to someone.that 'someone' was a guy.i only saw the guy's leg.then my heart suddenly ask,'who is that?is that the old male staff i saw juz now?who is that seh...'my heart somehow want to noe who that guy is.i never stop looking at that guy's leg and stretching my neck to see his body and face.but i cant.then i heard the announcement sae the Do Not Board train is coming.so i waited for them to walk infront a bit.how shocked was i seh.that guy is actually him.haha.i was like super shocked lah.then my heart suddenly beat so fast seh.i like can hear my own heartbeat.seriously lor.hmm.funny seh.my instinct and gut feeling is good huh?haha.
so as expected,he wasnt there in the afternoon.
O YA!!!when i juz board the train when going to sch,a malay guy also board it.then we sat nxt to each other.coz no more seat.for a moment i was like so uncomfortable ah.a malay guy leh.ard my age somemore.then aft a while,he started sleeping.then ah he keep on bumping into me.so his arm keep touching my arm.i was like WTH!!!he juz fall asleep and can like tat one ah.i was like so pissed ah.irritating freak seh.
why do i feel sad when i see you smiling?why do i feel like crying when i see you laughing?why is it that our feelings are the opposite?how can you even laugh when you make me cry?but i don't blame you.you don't even know i am crying.you don't even know that you make me cry.you don't even know that your laughter hurts me more than anything.i guess there are many things that we don't know about each other...