when many people are celebrating Valentine's Day with their partners and roses and gifts,i will just be alone as always and contemplating whether i have made the right decision.the decision to forget him forever.many things have happen for the 4 months i notice him.yes,its been 4 months.and that 4 months meant a lot to me.i have changed a lot i guess.for the 4 months,i don't know how many times i have cried because of him.for the 4 months,there are many memorable times.i still remember the 1st time i see him face to face.i still remember the time he walk past me so close.i still remember the moment i saw him smiling.i still remember his way of walking.i still remember every single thing i can remember about him.

i know it is going to be hard forgetting someone we love so much.especially when we had made so much sacrifices for them.so if i can't forget him,the only thing i'm capable of doing is to say to myself that if he is meant to be mine,then he is.i can't change fate,so i will just follow it.

i know i made the wrong decision of going out today.1st i realise i didn't make the first move because i will then break my own principle.so realising that,i was more aware of my actions.and true enough,i was still holding on to my principle.and that's when i realise i have to make the decision.while walking home,my surroundings just make me more terrible.seeing so many people holding on to roses just make me feel so down.

did i make the right decision?