i have made changes.changes to my blog,my hp and my PSP.his picture is no more my wallpaper.and if you notice,i removed the picture that says 'I love my MRT Guy' and my dream guy is just my dream guy.i tried very hard to forget him,but i just can't despite the many things i have change.its been 2 days since i talk to someone about him.i'm just not going to talk about him anymore.and i have decided that i won't wait for 15 minutes at the platform like i always did.i will just board the train that came.

i believe that if he have any feelings for me at all,he will notice that i have change.if not then he never notice me from the very beginning.tomorrow will be a new day for me.a new day where i will try to ignore him,that is if he is there.i hope i won't feel any regrets.

however,i can't deny that a part of my heart is still longing for him.a part of my heart still hopes that one day he will make the first move.a part of my heart still misses him.i wonder though what has God plan for me?i guess i just have to wait and see...