had a good long chat with Sis Syaliza today.she told me some secrets.hehe.thanks sis for trusting me.after that chat with her,i am more convinced that she is not like what my mum thinks she is.i think she is kind of cool in a way.i don't know how to say.i feel comfortable talking to her although its only twice or thrice i have met her.i never feel awkward at all.maybe because of her friendliness.i wish i can be like her seh.so friendly.hmm.

was looking at Facebook and realise Sis Emily was online.talk to her a bit.and she suddenly tell me that she went to Botanical Garden with Sis Lydia just now.i was quite puzzle why she suddenly tell me that without me even asking.hmm.my guess was that she scared i will be offended coz she never ask me along.if that is the case,just chill.i'm not at all offended.what for?i'm ok lah.i mean sometimes we need to chill out with people around our own age right?they will be more understanding.then suddenly this negative thinking pops up.*shakes head* i must not think that way.hmm.

i guess the situation really can't be help liao.its getting out of hand.what we all can do is just sit back and relax.let him do all the work.i can't believe what i have been thinking all this while is actually the truth!!!GOD!!!for once in my life,i am actually praying for something bad.forgive me.

ps. Hang On There