suddenly felt so small in this big world.i regret what i have done all this years.this sudden realisation makes me ask myself,why do i think he will like me when there are thousands more who are better than me?that is if his type of girl is my type of person.try comparing me to other girls who are like me.i will definitely lose.i feel like i am a hypocrite.despite the looks i gave to people,i am definitely someone else inside.i feel ashame to even be compared to anybody.i know i need to change.i really do.

ps. Forgive Me