i am in a confused state right now.i guess everybody who is in the same situation as me is confused too.maybe confused is not the word but frustrated is.GOSH!!!i am FRUSTRATED!!!i really really hate not knowng the truth.coz then we will just keep on guessing and guessing and will just frustrate ourself.i am seriously in that state right now.and i definitely hate it to the extend that i feel like backing out from this thing.but it doesn't seems right to back out of this because of that.forgive me if you guys don't understand what i'm trying to say.*sigh*

i miss him so much lah.i just wish he is infront of me right now and i am peeping at him as usual.10 MORE DAYS!!!argh!!!hopefully he is still there when i'm there.i wonder what will happen then.will it just be the same or will there be a surprise?hmm.hopefully there is a surprise,a nice surprise that is.

what Celeste told me the other day bothers me.i don't want that to happen leh.coz i know i will be awkward if that happens.aaarrrggghhh!!!!anyway had a little argument with mum early in the morning just now.she basically just can't stop comparing me with my sis.i seriously hate it when she does that.so to avoid giving her a piece of my mind which will lead us to argue,i just walk away.i don't know whether she realise i was angry with her.*deep deep sigh*

ps. I Hate This