hmm.i'm super stress and nothing seems to be able to distress me.sian-ness.

anyway i was wearing white from top to bottom today.supposed to do something by wearing that but in the end did not.i feel weird and good at the same time.lol.anyway when going home,i walked around Northpoint for a while.i can sense and see that people were looking at me.some aunties even look me up and down.most of them look at me with the why-is-this-girl-wearing-all-white face.lol.serious ah.they all look at me as if i'm a ghost.ok so i do look like a ghost with all white.haha.

why is it so hard to forget him?everyday,at least once,he will be in my thought.and the fact that i can't see him anymore just frustrates me.i keep remembering the times when i clearly saw him.i just wish those times can come back and freeze.i sound so silly.anyway the weird thing is everybody keeps seeing him around when i didn't even get a glance of him.hmm.

for once in my life i saw a friend and wanted badly for him to notice me yet he didn't.grr!!!he looks so different.haha.

우영 you super cute