the lack of communication makes me feel so different.in fact i can seriously feel the change in me.change negatively i mean.and when i realise my change in behaviour,i just feel angry at myself.i don't want to change.i'm scared of changes especially a bad one.what should i do?i feel like i am neglecting her and her problems.and everyday she just have to bring me news of her unfortunate events.and i tend to ignore her.you see what i mean?i feel like i'm becoming into a cold-hearted and self-centred person.that's not all.i realise i like to make fun of my friends' mistake.how can i turn into such a cruel person?gosh!someone please stop me from becoming worse please.