I so wanna give up.

My mum. My family.

I so wanna give up. I can't. Can I be selfish and don't care about other people's feelings? I can't. I don't want to. IF I give up, what will I be doing then? It's just so infuriating that I don't even know what I want in life. How do people know that something is what they are meant to do? Like how does a singer know that they are meant to sing? How does an actor know that they are meant to act? Because they have the talent? Then what? I have no talent as far as I know. So what? I can't do anything? Tsk. Is teaching really my thing? Is it really my cup of tea? I don't know. I need to know fast.