People might think that I'm being ridiculous. Like how can a stranger have this kind of effect on me. How can I feel this sad when I don't even know him. But that's just it. He is a stranger I have known for 4 years. For 4 years he has been in my mind. Never once did I forget about him. Seeing him now may not have an instantaneous effect on me, but I do feel different a few hours after. The heaviness in my heart. It hurts. It really does. I don't know if I should believe in miracles anymore. Should I still hope for him? No. I probably shouldn't.