today is last day of exam.but i don't seem to be happy.i think this holiday will be a total wreck.mum ask me to work but i don't know where.anyway i never work before so i am having this chills.

i am starting to feel that me and him is not meant for each other.i realise that from the day i say i want to forget him,i never get to see him anymore.seriously.it must mean something right.i guess it meant that we are not destined to be together.i don't deny that my heart hurts but thats it.it just hurt.i have no more tears to shed.but my face does shows how i feel.of course when i am with my mum,family or friends,i don't show the true expression.when i am alone i do show it.the expression just automatically appear.

i have been gloomy since that day.i am trying to make myself believe that he was not meant for me.i guess what sis Emma say is true.he is just a distraction for me.he wasn't meant to be a permanent person in my life.just temporary.he is just someone i have to let go.a memory that shouldn't leave me a scar.his image must be forgotten...must...